Taking A Break!

Leaving my stress behind for couple of days because I'll be going on a trip to Taiping! Yes yes.. aha.. I smell procastination again! Haha...  guess so! =P Be bring my stuffy pillow and just am gonna relax or get-away from it all for couple of days with Joy to Joy's hometown! =( though its a so-called trip but i'm sensing alot of activities like jogging and exercising lar... Sigh.. Joy Joy... haha! I'm a lazy pig that won't move my ass much.. haha!

So will catch up in a few days time!

Stress level rising up!

Alright alright, so I have been procrastinating & probably holding myself back from assignments/work but I swear its only for a short while. Besides its was until last week that the lecturers gave us our topic or assignment. So.. its practically not my fault that I’ve been slacking?? Aha… Lame Excuses!!! But yeah, been reading the textbook, notes given about all the theories that sort of am like a common knowledge to me. It’s memorizing & applying the right theory to the right situation that is challenging. I’ll give it my best shot nonetheless. =)

Bad news… mom’s definitely quitting this time like for real! *sigh*

This hit me like today. I know it has nothing to do with me or rather it might impact somehow but if it’s her final decision I gotta support that. Its my mom; the parent that nurture us the most. Gave us guidance, love, compassion, helped me with most of my homework (especially drawing). I gotta respect her decisions and stand by her. However, there’s a catch. She did asked me if this would jeopardize my so-called ‘Dream’ to US. In my head, I’m thinking like no way.. but I have to consider the cons as well. What would happen if that happen? A huge question to be considering. However, its not my choice or my will that can change this.

Mom was like really trying hard to think of the positive side of letting go her job that she barely likes. I get it, like who wants to work after hours or during holidays or worst part is; handling your boss’s personal life/daily life. I over heard talking on the phone once like something about picking up fish from market or that the child needs a lift to school or boss’s mother-in-law needs a spa appointment. I totally understand that. The payroll hasn’t been increasing for several years. Who’s motivated then?

Owh…anyhow, stress has officially conquered my life right now. Personal feelings of mind rising up as well to join the all-so-great party. *need to pray hard to go through this terror* *sighing long & hard*

Oh Lord, do guide me though this terrifying storm!

-Smiles for the day-

The One Where I Wanted to Give Up

SKYTREX

Date: 14th March 2010

Time: 3pm

Venue: Taman Pertanian, Shah Alam

This is seriously no joke! For people who have fear or phobia of heights, please do not try this! Ever! AHA! Unless ure thinking about conquering that fear then it is advisable. Needless to say, I am one of them who suffered from that fear lah! Yes yes, I’m afraid of heights! Can barely survive my cheerleading stunts back in those days where I had to climb then fall and fail then disappoint my team. Those were the days. =) They are way way behind me now.

Right, so why did I babble about my stupid story about the cheerleading again? Its because lately, some of us namely me, wanted to do some dare-devil stunts like flying fox & climbing up & down the ladder (the part where I fear most) and we did it! To be honest, I kinda enjoyed the flying fox after doing it few times in a row. It was adventurous, interesting, windy, fast, & fun! Its those stinking ladders & other task that I fear the most! But its all good now! Cause I’ve survive it already. Haha.. I’m ALIVE people!! Weeeeeeeeeee………..

(Pictures to be uploaded later)

I ♥ Quest Crew

If i have never said it before, I'll say it now! Been babbling this to most of my friends now about how awesome the Quest Crew are. They are like the team of guys who dances (*thinking how cute can that be*) and won the ‘America’s Best Dance Crew’ by Randy Jackson. So so so so… awesome! Just enjoy watching them in action! They are all super cute! My favorite guys are Ryan Feng, Steve Terada and maybe D-Trix. =)

Love their dance routine, it just cheers me up from whatever crap I’m upset about. Recently would have been my all-so-new college. I’m still trying to figure out my life and how the college works. I’m not really getting along with the culture there or that I really miss UCSI. How sad is that? Been going back to Uni for events eventhough I’m no longer a student there. Hm… speechless*. Its happening way too fast but anyhows, yes! Quest Crew is the main source of my happiness.. err.. sort of.. I’ve totally no idea what I’m saying now.. Practically blank in my head but is also writing this blog. Funny eh?

Yess.. so Quest Crew! I’ve seen their every performance in Youtube. Thank you Youtube! Um.. its very entertaining as in you would question yourself how they get so creative & all.. If I’m in California, I would certainly not hesitate to pull up a cardboard that says ‘MARRY ME’ sign. Geeky eh? But I don’t care! They are awesome!

Watch this!

 

There's another video that I would love to show, but there's just too many screaming girls in the scene. sigh.. Whatever.. I don't care.. Cause I would probably do the same! LOL

Last day of CNY =(

Chap Goh Mei! Awh yes, as my memory recalls; I remember a friend of mine used to asked me out during this day in particular. I have no idea why but it was 'cute' as in.. ;) 'what makes u think i'm interested in those kinda silly rituals'. LOL Anyhoos, guess what! Joy took me out this year! To those places where people are allow to act 'funny'. Ahaha.. All i know is that there were some guys who were lame enough to talk to us & ask us for numbers. It was funny cute.. Cause I wouldn't expect any guys to ask us out.. =P Well, to be honest.. I'm totally not interested! Aha.. so is mummy Joy. We were there for the festival and to be apart of something I guess..rather than being stuck at home. Haha! Gosh, it was a lame night! I meant those guys.. Haha.. Desperate much?
Guess for me, the outing was fun.. we went to the 2 most busiest places; the Taman Jaya near Amcorp Mall & Thean Hou Temple (where I had my photoshoot). For the fun of it, Joy decided to get an 'Orange' and join in the ritual of hm.. the dating thing? Well, ofcause I did it too.. Haha.. but contactless.. haha.. LAME!!

Back from where I left..

So as it may seem like I have abandon this blog but I’m back.. Funny thing is that I realize that there’s an increase in numbers even though I haven’t been blogging eh? Well, thank you loyal readers.. =) I shall continue where I left the last time.. Aha.. Which is the photoshooting? Wow! That long huh?!

So there’s practically nothing special about my Chinese New Year post as I hardly ever celebrate CNY. What I meant to say is that I seldom visit my relatives & have the habit of collecting ‘ang pows’. My family usually travels during this festive season. Aha.. It was different this year however, we had our 1st ever reunion dinner thanks to grandma. =) I get to collect my be-early ang pows and also visited some relative’s house (though I wasn’t really sure who’s house it was. LOL)

So that’s practically it for CNY! Pretty lame huh?? That’s just me & my lame life! Sad to say.. sigh.. Anyhoos, later did I realize that I wasn’t the only one who had a boring-be-boring CNY too. Atleast, some friends of mine did too (Not to mention Joy – being stuck at Taiping with the same boredom as I did too).

Hm.. that’s pretty much? Tuition there were like practically less human beings than usual, well atleast compared to the usual replacement class & all. Aha… Yes! Getting paid for not teaching is fun, but extremely mind-numbing!

Oh! Apart from that! I just realize that my only source of entertainment was with my gang while ‘yum cha’. We did our usual yum cha session at Kinrara as usual.. haha.. Just to complain about how lame this CNY was. Wait.. Did we actually discuss that topic or was it about ‘N’ again?? Seems like my ‘short term memory’ is kicking in again! Aha… Lame!

With much love,