Photoshooting

Date : 7.02.2010

Venue : Thean Hou Temple

Weather Condition : Burning Hot.. LOL

My first ever photoshoot! Yay! Omg, I'm so excited! What should I wear? Who should I bring along? Heels or flats? How many set of clothes should I try on & stuff.. *Those were my very first thought* Yeah I was pretty nervous & all because I have never been on a photoshoot! It new, exciting, & I know they will capture the good side of me. =) 

It was affordable for me unlike the studio photoshooting, which I know they cost a whole lot more! haha... This cost only Rm50 & supposingly getting a free Ipod but I'm not gonna share it in blog though its personal. Sometimes are better left unsaid eh? Hm.. yeah, so Rm50 includes the photoshooting, hair & make up + 20 frames of yourself. 

So yeah, never thought it would be at a chinese temple, but um... whatever yea know? haha.. kinda wanna get it over & done with. So, went there with Jenny & a friend of her's Shirley. I seriously thought we were gonna be the first ones there because its barely even 9am? haha... but when we got there, there were like around 10 girls already? Like woah.. they fill in fast! Haha.. 

Nonetheless, we were the first ones that got our make up & hair do * not much alterations done to my hair due to the position of the plug* >.< so its probably just a thick make up & messy hair spray. ahah.. Sorry, but I was really hoping for some curls! A little disappointment here & there. So there were altogether 4 setting in the temple & few different poses each, but kinda hated some/most of my pictures.. so yeah.. not gonna post much here. =P

There you go! The magic of the make up & great photography! *wink*

The last picture is actually edited by Alan Leong. =) Thanks!

Reunion Dinners 2010 =)

Let's talk about something great happened! Hm.. let's see apart from my yucky photoshooting, my pay cheque was quite surprising & not to mention my meeting with great friends! It seemed forever since I met them all which was great cause I do miss them. =) Let's see, last saturday which was 6th February 2010; we had our luxurious dinner at the restaurant opposite Hotel Sri Petaling. *Sry, don't mean to forget the name of the restaurant again* Yeah, it's practically the place where we had our Reunion dinner every year for 3 years now without failed! aha..

 We had so much fun that night. Laugh, joke, laugh, talk craps, laugh somemore. Let's just say it was great to have everyone there with me!

 On the very next day, I had photoshooting that not many people know about.. aha... will post about it later.

Monday; I had dinner with Ssd Gang.. you know the "sot sot dei gang"? aha.. yes them! I find warmth with them as in like the are there for you if you ever need a shoulder to lean on. I too have some issues with my past & wouldn't have got over it without them. Thanks for listening!

Penang with SSD

Date : 30th Jan - 1st Feb 2010

Venue :  Penang

Budget : Less than Rm150 * smiles*

Yes yes, this is by far the cheapest trip I've been to! However, it wasn't what I expect to be? Hm.. to be honest, was pretty boring this time round with Ssd gang.. perhaps its the venue or the fact that almost everyone including me got sick? I don't know! Better not jinkz it! aha.. So for this post, I'll shall let the pictures to explain what we did the entire trip! aha.. as pictures tells a thousand words. =P

And it continues...

This post is not something that I would be proud of, its not something that anyone would wanna fantasize or even dream of it to happen either. This feels so horrible as in like I wish that God would just take away that feeling of mine & make it all alright. I have delayed all my other post just so that this day may past too. There’s just so much of pain, burden in me that I feel so awful & I don’t deserve to live. I felt all so horrible. There are certain things where I’m not suppose to say it out even if its my personal blog. I blame myself for all of this.

All of the sudden.. the radio plays “You Make Me Smile”

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of a bed

Sing like a bird

Dizzy in my head

Spin my good record

Crazy on a sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold

Buzz like a bee

Just a thought that u could drive me wild

This song brought me hope & that I might just have to deal with the guilt that I'm having now & be done with it in time.