I can't understand at times like why do these things keep happening to me?! NO! I’m not talking about how depressed about being bad luck or whatsoever crap or that I hated being a teacher (though I have been complaining about that issue a lot lately) nor that my assignments sucks (its not the course work or structure but its the due date which is super close to each other!) but its about how I was abused (No, not the sexual type) by people that I trust most! Needless to say, it HURTS ALOT! How can I possibly entrust people like that again?? I never would have imagined that someone would actually treat me like that! This is what betrayal feels like! WE didn't quarrel a lot but its more like a unsatisfied nod which brings dissatisfaction, anger and burden! I'm highly disappointed yet stressed up right now! ARGhhhhhhhhhhh.........
Pardon my frustration. I’ve tried to use the most polite way to interpret my feelings because keeping it in you can cause a higher rate of becoming nut case! Don't mean to hurt anyone like seriously!
